Julian Larson - Armstrong

17. Actor on the side. Fuck this place I need a drink.

logantheknavewright:

julianthestarlarson:

*takes a shaky breathe, and relaxes slightly in Logan’s arms, gripping his shirt gently, softly* I don’t care…I’m already broken as it is..

*tightens his arms around him slightly, sighing* Well I care Jules…

*moves to bury his face in his neck, sighing softly* You shouldn’t care..I’m broken..

*private*

youdonthavetoputonthatredlight:

julianthestarlarson:

youdonthavetoputonthatredlight:

*turns around to be met by a hug from him, she buries her face in his chest and just squeezes him* God it hurts Jules

*rubs her back gently, and nods, softly* I know, Case..I know…I’m s-sorry..*kisses the side of her head and keeps her close*

*takes deep breath, tries not to cry* Who’s going to want me now Jules? I’m an ex prostitute with an ex fiancé and I’m not even 18 yet. I just don’t get what I did wrong.

*holds her closer and leads them towards her bed, pulling her into his lap* You did nothing wrong, Casey, I promise..I don’t want to say Derek did anything wrong either because I don’t know the whole story..but I swear, you will find someone who will want you, despite all of those things. 

*private*

youdonthavetoputonthatredlight:

*turns around to be met by a hug from him, she buries her face in his chest and just squeezes him* God it hurts Jules

*rubs her back gently, and nods, softly* I know, Case..I know…I’m s-sorry..*kisses the side of her head and keeps her close*

logantheknavewright:

julianthestarlarson:

*continues to punch the wall, before getting pulled back, and hits Logan lightly on the chest, before stopping, sighing and shutting his eyes* Hitting the wall is the best thing I have right now..

*murmurs* You’re going to bloody up your knuckles again, and it’s going to hurt.  You don’t want to do that. 

*takes a shaky breathe, and relaxes slightly in Logan’s arms, gripping his shirt gently, softly* I don’t care…I’m already broken as it is..

the-phlox asked: Hey! I don't wanna stay in my room anymore, so I'm just going to curl up in a corner here...if that's okay with you, I mean.

Phloxy..are you okay, baby girl?

*private*

youdonthavetoputonthatredlight:

julianthestarlarson:

youdonthavetoputonthatredlight:

julianthestarlarson:

I’ll be there a-as soon as I can, yeah? I…I can bring you a b-bottle of something..

…okay. Thanks Jules- just um just no tequila i can’t stand tequila

*grabs a bottle of vodka from his stash, and pads down the hall to her dorm, knocks on her door gently* C-Case…?

*pads over to her door* H-Heya Jules. *steps to the side to let him in before locking the door behind him*

*smiles a little and enters her room, before placing the bottle of vodka on her desk, and turning around, pulling her into a hug*

*private*

youdonthavetoputonthatredlight:

julianthestarlarson:

youdonthavetoputonthatredlight:

julianthestarlarson:

Wh-What? Oh Casey…wh-where are you?

I’m in my room, shredding my secret stash of bridal magazines…not as gratifying as I’d hoped

I’ll be there a-as soon as I can, yeah? I…I can bring you a b-bottle of something..

…okay. Thanks Jules- just um just no tequila i can’t stand tequila

*grabs a bottle of vodka from his stash, and pads down the hall to her dorm, knocks on her door gently* C-Case…?

logantheknavewright:

*chastises* Julian, stop.  *takes his hand again, trying to calm him down and pulls him close* Just stop.  That’s not going to make you feel better, it’s just going to make your hand hurt. Shhh.

*continues to punch the wall, before getting pulled back, and hits Logan lightly on the chest, before stopping, sighing and shutting his eyes* Hitting the wall is the best thing I have right now..

(Source: julianthestarlarson)